| Wow its been awhile maybe someone will actually comment... |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|03:22 pm] |
Leland is the #403 most common male name. 0.027% of men in the US are named Leland. Around 33075 US men are named Leland! source namestatistics.com
Leland is a very rare female name. Very few females in the US are named Leland. Be proud of your unique name! source namestatistics.com
Okay just thought that was interesting.
So yeah I havent updated in a really long time. Oops! Oh well. Annnnnnd Im over it. So theres been a lot going on lately, but all good stuff. Nothing really to complain about. I want summer to be here sooo bad!! I want warm weather, I wanna march, and everything else summer is wonderful! <3 Yeah so nothing really else to update on so leave me lots of commentssss pleaseee!?
Happy 10 months and 2 days I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!! <33 The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen nor even touched. They must be felt with the heart. Id be lost if I didnt have you..thank you for everything sweety love you!!
Happy 9 months today to Sarah & Jason <<awww
Happy 2 years and 3 months to my brother and Andrea <<awww you guys are NEVER gonna break up! Ha and that is NOT an exaggeration :-D
Ok Im out Ill update more often but only if people leave me comments <3 Byee :-) |
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| No one understands!! |
[Nov. 15th, 2004|12:50 am] |
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No one understands how I feel right now and I hate this! I try telling people how I feel and who I thought would understand, but they dont! No one does. NO ONE! I dont know what to do and I wish there was someone who could help me, but of course not. People say they understand but they really dont and they tell me the answer I dont wanna hear and then it just upsets me even more. Yeah it might make me better but Im so embarrased and I dont wanna go through with this having someone holding my hand and having people hate me. And at this level it shouldnt even be like that! Omg. I really dont like this and I dont know what to do and I dont have much time to decide. And I feel like I cant make myself happy. I'd keep asking people for their opinions or for help but Im just so utterly confused!? |
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| help! |
[Nov. 9th, 2004|08:48 pm] |
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Ok Im sick of the picture/icon I have right now. Everyone has pictures of themselves. Can someone help me out with changing mine or can tell me where to go or wherever!? Thanks! |
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| What a day.. |
[Nov. 7th, 2004|03:44 pm] |
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I woke up this morning and my brother came in my room to say bye because he was home this weekend from Penn State. It was really good to see him and hang out. We went bowling last night and he beat me haha. But it was a great time! So anyways after he told me he was leaving he told me our neighbor died. She had breast and liver cancer. I knew she was dieing but wow. I dont know kinda sad. So I got up and opened my shades, looked out my window and I saw the hurse in their driveway. Freaky. After a few minutes I saw it leave. But the thing is, the lady who was taking care of my neighbor is also taking care of my grandmother, for those of you who did not know is dieing as well. What a morning.... :-(
The rest of this afternoon Ive been cleaning my room, and I mean CLEANING lol. Getting rid of all the old clothes and other junk I have that dont fit me or dont want. I have soooooo much crap its unbelievable! Geez! Oh well I need to get rid of a ton of my stuff.
19 days til the first Surf camp. Im really excited to go and see everyone again! I wonder who all is gonna be there....Im really happy about going back, but kinda sad too because Im gonna be lonely without Rob there! :-( Its gonna take me awhile to adjust to not seeing him ALL summer! Ugh I dont know!? Its just gonna be hard. Honey I love you sooo much and Im incredibly happy for you! I know your gonna be great out there. We can get through this just like we have with anything else. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
Alright thats it for now..Im done rambling till theres more to ramble about...leave me comments!!! No one ever does! |
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| busy busy busy |
[Nov. 4th, 2004|09:56 pm] |
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Where do I begin? I've been soo busy lately! Im working 6 days a week for long periods of time! Ugh whatever its all worth it when I get my paycheck! :-) When Im not working Im most likely spending time with my grandmother bc she is dieing :-( So sad!
Lets see last time I updated....
Halloween my babe slept over and we gave out candy to some trick or treaters. That was fun but my neighborhood is lame bc there was only a few kids!? Hmm oh well. You'd think with 300 houses and all the kids who live here there would be more people going around, but nope. Anyways it was nice to be home for Halloween for a change bc the last 3 years I had band practice haha. Plus I got to spend time with my honey. I miss him soo much when he isnt around and when he is here its just the greatest feeling in the world to be with him. We're soo alike in so many ways its wonderful and I love it. I wouldn't change anything for the world! I love you soo much honey!! Mwah! hehehe
Monday...worked alllll day!
Tuesday...worked allll day!
Wednesday...worked allll day!
Today....worked alll day!
Tomorrow...going to lunch with my mom and then working allll night! ...and my brother comes home for the weekend! :-)
Saturday...working alll day(yay my brothers working too so we're working together LOL!) and then my baby is coming over and staying the night! :-)
Sunday...probably relaxing since it is my ONLY day off this week! UGH!
...then the week starts all over again....YAY!
not sure what Im gonna do? I think maybe I should wait and do this next year. Some things I really need to work on! We'll see what happens.
Okay Im done rambling for now! Leave me lots of comments!!! Byeee! |
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| I was bored... |
[Oct. 30th, 2004|11:16 pm] |
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you (guys only):
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Family:
WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:
HAVE YOU EVER:
» Lied to make me feel better?:
» Wanted to kiss me?:
» Wanted to kill me?:
» Broke my heart?:
» Kept something important from me?:
» Thought I was unbearably annoying?
I was really bored so I want lotttttttttts of comments!! hehehe
Things are going good right now and some certain people know what I mean. Thanks so much it really means a lot! |
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| Hmm |
[Oct. 20th, 2004|06:44 pm] |
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Im not feeling good today....I have a really bad headache :-( maybe I should go take a nap.
Im really tired...
I miss some of my friends...cant believe I lost touch with people after graduation! Maybe some people arent just meant to stay in our lives forever? I dunno. But then again Im still friends with people I never thought I would be from the year before I graduated so thats a good thing. Sarah 4 years and now we're stronger than ever. Thanks for always being there for me and you know Im ALWAYS here for you!
I've been thinking alot about next summer...yeah. Thats all Im gonna say. Anyone who knows understands what I mean and how I feel. If you dont know well then thats your loss!
Work tomorrow night...come visit me!
Friday Sarah and I are going to the football game bc its the last home game and its homecoming. It should be fun. It'll be freezing haha but it'll be a good time. I might even see people who I havent seen since graduation. Hmm weird...somethings not right!? Oh well.
Thats it for now. Nothing else is new. Leave me comments!!!!!! kgreatthanksttylloveyabuhbte |
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| Anniversary |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|06:56 pm] |
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I never update this thing. Maybe I should more often but people never leave me any comments, but then again Im sure theres people who read this and just dont leave comments. Hmmm whatever. So im working like everyday this week. Nice, more money for me! Wow so many problems with so many people right now its crazy. Oh well. Not really anything else going on so leave me some comments or I just wont update anymore bc then this would be really lame! Byeee :-)
Happy Anniversary sweetheart I love you so much!! Mwah! |
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| 30 Things Guys Should Know... |
[Oct. 10th, 2004|10:31 pm] |
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30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS: written by a guy. after years of experience.
1.Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.
2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.
5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.
11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy..
11.5 Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.
15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.
16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.
19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.
20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.
21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.
22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
26. Memorize their god damn birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.
27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.
28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.
29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.
30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond. |
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| I got bored... |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|12:40 am] |
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FILL THIS OUT!
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
I dont know how many people read my journal but I would appreciate the nice comments...thanks! |
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| Things that make you feel good, think about them |
[Aug. 17th, 2004|04:14 am] |
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*Things that make you feel good*
-Having someone tell you your beautiful-Laughing so hard your face hurts-Taking a drive on a pretty road-A bubble bath-Giggling-A good conversation-The beach-Laughing at yourself-Running through sprinklers-Laughing for absolutely NO reason-Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep-Having someone play with your hair-Sweet dreams-Hot chocolate-Swinging on swings-Getting a *special* glance-Holding hands with someone you care about-Watching the sunset-Getting a hug- |
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[Aug. 12th, 2004|01:53 am] |
So I cant help but think about the future. In ways Im worried and scared, but at the same time Im not. I cant believe how much things have changed within the past 3 months. I feel like ever since I graduated Ive lost touch with the people I called my friends. Who am I kidding? Maybe they never were really my friends to begin with. School ended and I didnt keep in touch with anyone except for 1 person. Maybe thats because she actually cares about me and loves me. My other "friends" didnt try and keep in touch. Especially friends who live right up the street....literally too! I know I was gone a lot this summer but even when I was home no one once tryed to do anything. And this summer I met a lot of new people. Some people who I actually miss and others I dont. I felt I could have done a better job at making more friends but things were rough at times. I cant believe what some people did to me but I cant change anything that happened now. Thats all in the past. Im sorry for anyone I might have hurt. I wish I would have taken the time to get to know people better but when I actually took that chance I realized it was too late! And I cant believe how many friendships I have lost. Now that school is starting back up again and people are going far away to college, we are all gonna lose touch even more. People are gonna change and right now Im scared of change. I dont know. Maybe Im just crazy. Maybe Im not....who knows!? Right now I dont know that much but there are some things I do know, and what I do know....Im not gonna let go of. It means to much to me to let go and I refuse to let that happen. Anyways Im done venting for now. Its not like anyone will prolly read this anyway. Whatever....Im off to try and get some rest.
RIP Grandpop I love you and miss you so much!! WHy did you have to leave us? Atleast I know your watching down on all of us now and your in a good, safe place. You will never be forgotten...EVER!
~Leland~ |
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| First Entry! |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|04:34 pm] |
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Wow my first new entry! Had an xanga but it got lame and havent updated that thing in forever! So now Im starting a live journal. I cant promise this will be updated all the time but I'll do my best. Leave me lots of lovin!! Bye :-) |
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